I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes)

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I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes) · The 1975
A Brief Inquiry Into Online Relationships
℗ 2018 Dirty Hit, under exclusive licence to Polydor Records and Interscope Records
Released on: 2018-11-30
Producer, Co- Producer, Associated Performer, Drums, Synthesizer: George Daniel
Producer, Co- Producer, Associated Performer, Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Guitar, Background Vocalist: Matthew Healy
Producer, Co- Producer, Studio Personnel, Engineer: Jonathan Gilmore
Associated Performer, Guitar: Adam Hann
Associated Performer, Bass Guitar: Ross MacDonald
Associated Performer, String Arranger: David Campbell
Associated Performer, Conductor/ Piano: David Campbell
Associated Performer, Violin: Sara Parkins
Associated Performer, Violin: Mario De Leon
Associated Performer, Violin: Nina Evtuhov
Associated Performer, Violin: Songa Lee
Associated Performer, Violin: Michele Richards
Associated Performer, Viola: Luke Maurer
Associated Performer, Viola: Thomas Lea
Associated Performer, Cello: Derek Stein
Associated Performer, Cello: Rudolph Stein
Studio Personnel, Asst. Recording Engineer: Luke Gibbs
Studio Personnel, Engineer: Travis Warner
Studio Personnel, Asst. Recording Engineer: Nick Rives
Studio Personnel, Mixer: Mike Crossey
Studio Personnel, Mastering Engineer: Robin Schmidt
Composer Lyricist: George Daniel
Composer Lyricist: Matthew Healy
Composer Lyricist: Adam Hann
Composer Lyricist: Ross MacDonald
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Nov 29, 2018




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Adriana Rivera
Adriana Rivera 23 days ago
Brianna Ramirez
Brianna Ramirez Month ago
Why is that last part scary af?!?
Brianna Ramirez
Brianna Ramirez Month ago
Its crazy how music helps
Farzana Ahmad
Farzana Ahmad Month ago
I felt nothing, Yes I am smiling yes I am laughing but I the feelings inside is empty. it is just so numb yes,i think my life is doing okay for now but i always wanna die , sometimes.
ndoil muhammad
ndoil muhammad Month ago
fuucccccck 2020, i'm here
Music Cathastrophic
When your life was a movie This song would be the ending song
Jaya Oakes
Jaya Oakes Month ago
a true masterpiece
mar b
mar b Month ago
Whaaaaaaaaaaat how have i not listened to this album until now....
Shawn Acorda
Shawn Acorda Month ago
I'm here, coz I'm really really tired of everything. 2020 is very hard for me, not just because of pandemic, but my own problems, I lost my happiness because I've lost some friends, not just friends but the good friends I have. Family problems is killing me. No one knows what I'm going through, and no one knows that I'm falling apart because I'm always showing them that I'm okay and I'm always wearing my smile. That's why no one would have the idea that I have depression :(
Saymon Busalpa
Saymon Busalpa Month ago
Here I am rn in my bed thinking how heavy the future is. I just wanna die.
Bruno Wichinheski
Bruno Wichinheski 2 months ago
I do, sometimes, always wanna die. But it pass, I just hope it stays that way, a passing feeling.
Daniel Hernandez
Daniel Hernandez 2 months ago
I honestly don't like 1975's music but god this song is so well done.
劉子立 2 months ago
If you know there are 200+ thousand deaths of covid19 in the US , you don't wanna die.
Jobell Sarte
Jobell Sarte 2 months ago
i really like this song. it meditates me.
Daniel Hernandez
Daniel Hernandez 2 months ago
This is like the pop version of fake plastic trees
marvin fenequito
marvin fenequito 2 months ago
I'm here coz @tine_chicchic shared this on twitter when he and @ssarawatlismm are bickering. LMAO. Nice song tho. 👍
Skye 2 months ago
I was here 💕
Karl Vincent
Karl Vincent 2 months ago
i always wanna die sometimes
amin kadkhodazade
amin kadkhodazade 2 months ago
Wanna die wanna cry ...:)
revan was here
revan was here 2 months ago
Thanks, now i will always pretend and trying to survive until i forget about that
its all mediocre
its all mediocre 2 months ago
Out of the 4M views and 15k likes in this video, there were probably a lot of people already who took their own life because of depression.
Madie Hughes
Madie Hughes 2 months ago
if you wanna hear matty say "if you can't survive just try" at exactly midnight on new years day start playing the song at 11:57:06
pannawit Ch090
pannawit Ch090 2 months ago
Leonardo Louis Caniedo
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Carol Almeida
Carol Almeida 2 months ago
im so fucking tired of living. ive been struggling with depression for more than 1 year now and it just doesn't go away and never gets better. every time i feel like i might be getting better, i just fall into a deeper hole than before. and the thing is, i don't even feel sad anymore. i don't have the strength to cry anymore. i am just numb inside and that feeling never passes. i don't know what to do anymore. the last time i felt a sparkle of happiness was when i was literally drunk and high, and I'm so scared i might become a drug addict, just to feel a little happiness now and then. my life is so fucking good, i have great parents and great family and friends, but it feels like i am the problem here. i don't have the strength to study or to do sports like before. but I'm also so scared of ending my life. i know my family and friends are going to blame themselves for my choice, so i don't wanna do that to them. but at the same time, i so fucking tired and want to stop existing. i think I'll do an "accidental" death or something like that. i don't want my parents finding my body in the fucking bathroom, so i think ill just crash a car and they will blame on the circumstances. I'm so fucking sick and tired.
ًٍ 2 months ago
dude I can relate
Sarun Sermsap
Sarun Sermsap 2 months ago
it' true sometime life is like that
Mansi Tendulkar
Mansi Tendulkar 2 months ago
My death will happen to me BC I got no family, I got no friends
kaitlyn marie
kaitlyn marie 3 months ago
idk what it is about the opening lyrics for this song but they really do just hit you right in the fucking gut huh
Howls Zoldyck
Howls Zoldyck 3 months ago
Oh i wish
Howls Zoldyck
Howls Zoldyck 3 months ago
i wanna die
Howls Zoldyck
Howls Zoldyck 3 months ago
I don’t know why but they’re still fighting soon enough they’re gonna divorce
Valeska Monteiro
Valeska Monteiro 3 months ago
So eu que se apaixonou no menino do anúncio?
백민지 3 months ago
죽지말라고 자신에게 말해요
Ana 3 months ago
I wanna dropout school help
Yellow 13
Yellow 13 2 months ago
It's not worth it, stay strong
Hilman Hanju
Hilman Hanju 3 months ago
Ok, goodbye
nappingkoala 3 months ago
kiera 3 months ago
JUNK Terror bill
JUNK Terror bill 3 months ago
play it in 3am and when you're alone it hits hard
revan was here
revan was here 3 months ago
but ur death it won't happen to u, it happens to your family and friends I pretend
Tashina 3 months ago
thank you for this whole ass bop and life lesson.
• c i n n a m o o n •
I hope they make a slow and clean version of this. 🥺👉👈
ww666 3 months ago
I wish there was an expansion on the early guitar part at the end of the song...would have been a nice touch and very radiohead-esque ;)
Just an awkward human _
Haha. Time to cry. :)
xoxo, ianna
xoxo, ianna 3 months ago
_No matter how problematic life may become, we should stay committed to making the best of it and not give up._ sending virtual hugs, i love you guys
Pablo Parra-Lopez
Pablo Parra-Lopez 3 months ago
Thats true sadly, mental health can be a bitch sometimes
Mary Ann Reyes
Mary Ann Reyes 3 months ago
this is freaking gooood
曾冠雲 3 months ago
教給各位天使們一個完美的自殺方法: 1.洗一個熱水澡 2.泡一杯熱牛奶,加點蜂蜜 3.把空調開到舒適的溫度 4.喝下牛奶,躺到床上 5.等你睜開眼睛看見他太陽升起就是你已經死了並輪迴啦,用新身份新心情去重新活吧 噓~~只是孟婆搞錯,不小心讓你的下一世和上一世有點像而已... 這一次,揚起嘴角,我們一起加油吧!😁
Leonardus Krisna
Leonardus Krisna 3 months ago
2000s vibes strong in this song
Ricardo Briones
Ricardo Briones 3 months ago
Nice one algorithm, nice one
SALOMÈ C.S 3 months ago
I don’t think there’s a better way of describing what feeling suicidal is.
Zach Castañeda
Zach Castañeda 3 months ago
This kinda sounds like no romes talk nice
Amer Am Lim
Amer Am Lim 4 months ago
LANY AND THE 1975 collaboratiooooooooooon!
Brynne Barnum
Brynne Barnum 4 months ago
oh my god i think this is the best song ive ever heard i have officially gotten my ounce of serotonin for the day LMAO
Nuntaya 10
Nuntaya 10 4 months ago
cheyanne fisher
cheyanne fisher 4 months ago
i listen to this when i wanna kill myself and it’s my only coping mechanism
Tashina 3 months ago
I'm so sorry you are suicidal. No one should feel that way. You matter and I do too, we just have to realize that.
Tashina 3 months ago
me too.
jane 4 months ago
I'll surely listen to this before I end my fvcked up life:)
Tashina 3 months ago
just because life sucks now doesn't mean it'll suck forever. i am here for you, sometimes a stranger is better to talk to.
Tsvetelina Stoyanova
What an ominous ending .-.
crisps 4 months ago
Hey Hey a j
James Hale
James Hale 4 months ago
remnant from the ashes
Harshavardhan VS
Harshavardhan VS 4 months ago
This song hits different on a rainy night at 3am❤️
Ccmarx Vlogs
Ccmarx Vlogs 4 months ago
Alex Fields
Alex Fields 4 months ago
I feel like my soul went on a nostalgic journey to heaven and back. What a bop
Estephany22 4 months ago
I saw them live last year and I just wanted to share that the crowd participation during this song was the most compelling moment I experienced. People took on the main chorus and without missing a beat others carried those voices and took on the back up melody in harmony. All love and supporting one another’s voices. I took my sister with me to this show, she felt suicidal a year prior, I turned her around and said, “look and listen to all of these voices, they all once felt like you too. You’re not alone.” I felt so blessed to experience that moment with the other 1975 fans that night.
Tashina 2 months ago
@Amber Davison You should upload that, i would absolutely love to see it
Amber Davison
Amber Davison 2 months ago
It's one of their best songs live crowd wise, I saw them in February and I videoed a tiny clip of it when Matty stopped singing and the crowd took over and I will never ever forget how beautiful of a moment that was
Tashina 3 months ago
That made me tear up
Tashina 4 months ago
When I first heard this, I cried so hard because I realized this is the first song that really made me feel understood.
Alex bay
Alex bay 4 months ago
The first 24 secs sounds really like Taylor's countrymusic
hcnup punch
hcnup punch 4 months ago
- I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes) . [Verse 1] I bet you thought your life would change ผมพนันได้เลยว่าคุณคงคิดว่าชีวิตคุณจะเปลี่ยนไป But you're sat on a train again แต่คุณกำลังนั่งอยู่บนขบวนรถไฟอีกครั้ง Your memories are sceneries for things you said ความทรงจำของคุณคือฉากละครจากสิ่งที่คุณพูดออกไป But never really meant แต่ไม่เคยหมายความอย่างนั้นจริงๆ You build it to a high to say goodbye คุณสร้างมันจนสูงเพื่อที่จะบอกลา Because you're not the same as them เพราะคุณไม่เหมือนกับคนพวกนั้น But your death it won't happen to you ความตายของคุณไม่ได้จะเกิดขึ้นกับคุณ It happens to your family and your friends แต่มันเกิดขึ้นกับครอบครัวและเพื่อนของคุณ I pretend ฉันแกล้งทำ . [Chorus] And I always wanna die, sometimes และบางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ I always wanna die, sometimes บางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ . [Verse 2] You win, you lose, you sing the blues มีเรื่องดี มีเรื่องร้าย และมีเรื่องที่ชวนเศร้า There's no point in buying concrete shoes ไม่มีประโยชน์ที่จะฆ่าตัวตาย I'll refuse ผมจะปฏิเสธ . [Chorus] And I always wanna die, sometimes และบางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ I always wanna die, sometimes บางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ I always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ . [Bridge] Am I me through geography? ผมเป็นตัวของตัวเองในทุกที่ที่ไปหรือเปล่า? A face collapsed through entropy ใบหน้าที่พังทลายในสภาวะเอ็นโทรพี I can hardly speak ผมแทบพูดไม่ออก And when I try it's nothing but a squeak และเมื่อผมพยายามพูด มันก็มีแต่เสียงแผ่วๆ ออกมา On the video ในวิดีโอ Living room for small ห้องนั่งเล่นเล็กๆ If you can't survive, just try ถ้าคุณเอาชีวิตรอดไม่ได้ ก็แค่ลองพยายามดู . [Chorus] And I always wanna die, sometimes และบางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ I always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ And I always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die, sometimes บางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Sometimes บางครั้ง Sometimes บางครั้ง Sometimes บางครั้ง I, sometimes, always wanna die บางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ Always wanna die, sometimes บางครั้ง ผมมักอยากตายอยู่บ่อยๆ
Keirimar Navas
Keirimar Navas 4 months ago
El principio me precio a Breathe de Taylor Swift
yupha boonyavanich
yupha boonyavanich 4 months ago
นอนจับหน้าอกฟังเสียงหัวใจตัวเองนี่เรายังไม่ตายอีกหรอ ไม่เคยตายแต่เหมือนใจมันตายไปแล้ว คงต้องกินยาบ้างแล้วล่ะฮาฮา
Brenda 4 months ago
This song understands my deepest thoughts even better than myself. Thanks Matty for giving us hope through your beautiful voice.
Yanah Rapha
Yanah Rapha 4 months ago
who also discovered this because of the relatable title?
emilia 4 months ago
Words can't explain how much I love this band
farikha 4 months ago
it feels like osamu dazai theme song
Jk Andrew Official
Jk Andrew Official 4 months ago
This quarantine got me doing new stuff. Covering this song is one of 'em! Hope y'all can watch and subscribe to my channel. Much love to The 1975 🖤 ruvid.net/video/video-uLGDHAAtWCc.html
dark snake poison
dark snake poison 4 months ago
Hanika Bhasin
Hanika Bhasin 4 months ago
Never related to a song more.
Raven Quibael
Raven Quibael 4 months ago
When im about to give up i turn this on and just rage it all in my room with the doors locked and think about the things ive could have done better its all my fault. I play this incase i go away.
Angelie Misoles
Angelie Misoles 5 months ago
I just wanna hear this live and cry my heart out before dying
Zᴀʙʙʏ 1975
Zᴀʙʙʏ 1975 5 months ago
𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚢.
Pornanan Puangnak
Pornanan Puangnak 5 months ago
I always pretend that I’m Fine , It’s okay.
Kent Vincent Tabancura
This song reminds me of the movie "All the Bright Places" .. I can't 😢
Berta del Pino
Berta del Pino 5 months ago
wowie. this is fucking beautiful
y a n i s a
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parapara P
parapara P 5 months ago
2:54 :-)
Proud to say i got over depression and this song made me realize everything
Kidron Aeroll
Kidron Aeroll 5 months ago
Day idk of quarantine: listening to this
Manu Bhardwaj
Manu Bhardwaj 5 months ago
I am going through a really bad phase of life. Lost my brother earlier this year, nothing makes sense. I had nearly succumbed to depressing thoughts and I had started to think about quitting but then this line "But your death it won't happen to you, it happens to your family and your friends." made me reconsider my decision. Sometimes we have to put the people attached to us ahead of ourselves. Don't quit, hang on my friend. If I can, you can. I love this song. ❤️
Yhonas Pranantyo
Yhonas Pranantyo 5 months ago
it's like Radiohead & Cigarettes After Sex combine together
Rhys Jones
Rhys Jones 5 months ago
This song means so much to me ( exactly how I feel)
i n l u v w i t h n o c h u
why does the lyrics so realistic-
Fundaxoxo 5 months ago
This POV always comes to my mind when listening to this song: you're attending the wedding of a really close friend. While you give a toast to the bride and groom you spot your first love from college. Massive heartbreak, never got over him/her. You try to avoid being near that person. Later when talking to other close friends he/she approaches you with his/her new love interest. Your heart sinks to the floor. The eye contact between the both of you feels like home. Then they announce their engagement. All you want to do is leave. Tears run into your eyes, your heart burns. You tell everyone including him/her that you've got an emergency call from your family and need to leave immediately. You say goodbye and rush to the bathroom. The feelings that overcome you feel worse than your heartbreak. You can't stop crying and the air is getting thinner. All you want to do is die. It hurts you so much because he/she has finally found what you've been looking for. Secretly you've always wanted it to be him/her. That spark of hope is now gone. You just want to die.
Bryan Ardón
Bryan Ardón 5 months ago
ruvid.net/video/video-F9NezifDe5I.html 🤔
JessThe Mess
JessThe Mess 5 months ago
I didn’t really understand the meaning of this song before, but now that I am awake and crying over the loneliness in my heart at 3:00 am, I finally get it.
Namrata Gavade
Namrata Gavade 5 months ago
3.3 million views i guess i am not the only one
Ronalyn Cruz
Ronalyn Cruz 5 months ago
Matty 😍🥰🤗
Ronald Bermundo
Ronald Bermundo 5 months ago
Petition to have mv of this
Rodrigo Perovano
Rodrigo Perovano 5 months ago
i pretend
mark theblue
mark theblue 5 months ago
One of the most beautiful songs I've ever listened to
Nuntaya 10
Nuntaya 10 6 months ago
Yssa Ronolo
Yssa Ronolo 6 months ago
a good friend committed suicide today. now o realize 'your death it wont happen to you, it happens to your family and your friends'. rest easy, ralph.
Yssa Ronolo
Yssa Ronolo 5 months ago
@Eva Burkhard thank you. today is his funeral.
Eva Burkhard
Eva Burkhard 5 months ago
Im so sorry for your loss.... May he fly high ❤️
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