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dodie - Hate Myself (Official Video)

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Build A Problem, the debut album. Pre-Order: dodie.ffm.to/buildaproblem
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Created by dodie & Sammy Paul
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Directed by Sammy Paul
Produced by
Cambria Bailey-Jones & Reb Day
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Executive Producer:
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Director of Photography:
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Art Director: Louis Grant
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Edited by Jamie Macleod
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Visual Effects by Dave Brain
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Colourist
Ciaran O’Brien
First Assistant Director:
Reb Day
Assistant Camera:
Rachael Hutchings
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Gaffer:
Richard Scott
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Camera Trainee:
Will Davis
Runners:
Niamh Crowley
Heather Clark
Special Thanks:
Salima Paul
Julyan Paul
Phoenix Stone
Bliss Wild
Edith Windle
Josh Edwards
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Jan 12, 2021

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Jeff Reinhardt
Jeff Reinhardt 3 hours ago
I check every day... Dodie is yet to deliver my mail...
Unknown002-Roblox&More
It's Really Good! I Love It!
Unknown002-Roblox&More
Saw It In My Recommended MUSIC
Nigel Coxon
Nigel Coxon 19 hours ago
There's a whole film to be made from this short video - but at the same time, I love that it doesn't tell you everything.
evangeline-skye Alexiou
Ur shit music isn’t essential, stay home lol
Joey B
Joey B Day ago
Dodie’s videos are always masterpieces honestly
guy h.r.
guy h.r. Day ago
I see that the movie Klaus was a big inspiration... On a serious note this was so well made and wonderful!! Perfect for the song!!
Ginger Ninja
Ginger Ninja Day ago
worst song i’ve ever heard 😂
kate
kate Day ago
Harry styles vibess
a box of pasta
a box of pasta 2 days ago
hmm... thinking about the little dots under dodie’s eyes being a reoccuring theme in build a problem vids... thinking about “rolling your eyes to the backs of your heads, surely you know to close them instead” in cool girl versus “i know, it’s a me thing, eyes closed, isn’t helping?” in hate myself... THINKING
Geoffrey Smith
Geoffrey Smith 2 days ago
Total "Going Postal" vibes. (Terry Pratchett for the uninducted)
Francisco Serrano
Soooo Great
kd
kd 3 days ago
sammy paul youve done it again
Daniel Wubben
Daniel Wubben 3 days ago
As an Amazon delivery driver I really felt that 😔✊
Chiara Marker
Chiara Marker 4 days ago
I feel like I create new interpretations for myself for that song everytime I hear it depending on the situation I'm at in the moment.
Hannah Grey
Hannah Grey 4 days ago
i loved it dodie!
AggyMan Collects
AggyMan Collects 4 days ago
definition of a perfect Fifa song
Evie Emery
Evie Emery 5 days ago
When it starts with the tik tok postman ad 👌
Alice
Alice 5 days ago
That desperation to not just communicate but to control the communication! Brilliant!
srivani
srivani 5 days ago
just had to come back to this masterpiece after watching dodie’s post on sammy & dodie talking out the MV.
Maple Syrup
Maple Syrup 5 days ago
So do i
Rainy Cloud
Rainy Cloud 5 days ago
Why are dodie’s songs so hard to sing solo 😂 no I don’t think- DONT THINK THEY- I can help it, don’t think they get me- I DONT THINK THEY CAN- WHEN YOU GO QUIET I HATE- get me here
Sacred Howland
Sacred Howland 6 days ago
it’s my mental illness and i get to choose the coping mechanism
Harry's Canyon Moon
Tell me shes, not on the island of eroda
Emma Jude
Emma Jude 6 days ago
A bop
CodFish07
CodFish07 6 days ago
My intemperatation: (not that anyone cares lol) A postman is a job that we dont really think of or appreciate, shes taking her job so seriously and it looks so hard and such a struggle from her perspective when its framed in this way. For me this reminds me of mental health, especially depression, battling what seems to everyone else on the outside to be an easy and invisible job, when it's truly a struggle. I think its a second wave of struggling because it looks like she's taking back out her "costume", she's making an effort to be happy again Her smiling at the end, she knows she's done a good job, it doesnt mean its gunna get easier but she knows she can get through it. The old woman at the window is indicating she understands and appreciates the effort dodie (postman dodie) has gone through. (Anyway that probably doesn't make sense cause im crap st writing lol but hey ho)
Leo C.
Leo C. 7 days ago
this song reminds me a lot of my previous relationship. i'm glad i got out of it
Ur a wizard Harry
This ia a beautifully inspiring music video
BoMwarriorVlog
BoMwarriorVlog 8 days ago
Catchy, but I don't need or want a song saying this. 😐👎 As one with MDD (depression), I have the phrase "I hate myself" going through my head too much already. 😣😞 I hope I never ever hear such a song again... sorry I just couldn't finish the song. 😢 Too real of a saying for me.
Kai says hi
Kai says hi 8 days ago
How did she really wrote a song that describes my entire broken mental health
Jana Eloff
Jana Eloff 8 days ago
bloomin beautiful
Ariola Granola
Ariola Granola 9 days ago
Can I just say that if someone is acting different and their energy changes, trust your intuition. It’s not your fault. You shouldn’t have to beg for an explanation or over compensate with you communication. You shouldnt have to walk on egg shells and keep asking if everything is okay. If someone loves you, you will know. You will feel comfort and safe. If your heart leaps out of your chest when they finally respond to your message after days of disappearing, do yourself a favour and just leave. You deserve better
Fabio
Fabio 10 days ago
I can’t get over how cute and amazing this is🥺💕
blank blank
blank blank 11 days ago
Abducted by aliens at the end?
Mini Viking
Mini Viking 11 days ago
You've heard of kiki's delivery service we now give you Dodie's delivery service
Bernard
Bernard 11 days ago
what a lovely video
Esther J
Esther J 12 days ago
getting strong Klaus vibes from this one
stanningsloane
stanningsloane 12 days ago
This is so incredibly beautiful ahh!
Queer_Cactus_Flowers
Really great song, but shoutout to that cat from the one cat shot.
Amelia
Amelia 12 days ago
is this a reference to the font courier?
hazelno0t
hazelno0t 13 days ago
she's so pretty
Emily Shapiro
Emily Shapiro 13 days ago
I interpret this as a toxic relationship. You have to approach conversations very carefully and the message doesn’t always get across. An abusive person will make you feel stupid and you pick up on their cues. I had an emotionally manipulative friend and I relate to “when you go quiet I hate myself.” I knew that when they ignored me I was in trouble.
Amanii
Amanii 13 days ago
YES
Can i get 1000 subscribers for no reason? please
Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
не наи́денныи́
The meaning of this. To never give up until you find a solution. Anything is possible if you believe.
Cara mia Baker
Cara mia Baker 14 days ago
How am I only now hearing this song??
Tejas bhalerao
Tejas bhalerao 14 days ago
island of eroda eroda erodaaaaaaaaaaa
Jasmine Lynch
Jasmine Lynch 14 days ago
UKULELE CHORDS PLEASE!!!
Can i get 1000 subscribers for no reason? please
Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
Sean Foy Makes Movies
This was great! The song is beautiful. The video was fun and memorable. I laughed every time she was practicing her ninja sorting moves. We should all be this dedicated
James Eden
James Eden 14 days ago
Dope
Antonio Solano
Antonio Solano 14 days ago
This is a clear hat tip to Kiki's delivery service and I am shocked that no one is commenting on it. The deliveries, the costumes, the cat, the stairs, the floating in the end
Dori Walla
Dori Walla 14 days ago
💖
Pacoimero XVida
Pacoimero XVida 14 days ago
When u gonna let the uno eat that bowl?
NWforager
NWforager 15 days ago
Get back to Work yall . And DO a GOOD JOB 💪🏽
Talyta Barcelos
Talyta Barcelos 16 days ago
Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say? Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me (mmh-mmh-mmh) I'm getting desperate, losing my mind Oh, how do we get here, every time? One will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Look at you sideways, playing a game Oh, what if I laugh now, think I'm insane Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me Pushing a boundary, something to prove Strong expectation, you already lose Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (k) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! (read your mind) But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire (brain on fire) I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Oh, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here Don't think they get me, dear I'm only proving how I'm only worth losing now Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something that must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
Brett James
Brett James 16 days ago
This song keeps pulling me back.
Flashymuffin 764
Flashymuffin 764 16 days ago
Is this filmed in whitby or something?
Reuben Spencer
Reuben Spencer 16 days ago
I imagine this is one of the most expensive music videos of all time just because of the postage stamps
Kaitlynn Haas
Kaitlynn Haas 16 days ago
WOW it's been a MONTH and this is already at 1 million views, most of her other vids haven't even reached that amount in a Y E A R
Cookie Comment
Cookie Comment 17 days ago
Happy 1M!
Kelly Fleming
Kelly Fleming 17 days ago
U need a grammy
Eileen Eyre
Eileen Eyre 17 days ago
I thought the village was Luarca, from Asturias (Spain), but it's Polperro, in England
Ariana Filix
Ariana Filix 17 days ago
Dont think i didnt notice ur boots and cuffing ur jeans....
Evangeline Cooke
Evangeline Cooke 17 days ago
is this polperro?
Jack Yuanwei Cheng
Jack Yuanwei Cheng 17 days ago
cuffing the pants, ah yes
The Bi Child
The Bi Child 18 days ago
Same
Cami Nuti Huber
Cami Nuti Huber 18 days ago
Does someone know where's she from? Beautiful work 🧡
Berlin Music Video Awards
The filming is very refreshing. 👏Which country is this shot in?
JOSHUA STEINKE
JOSHUA STEINKE 18 days ago
this is female alec benjamin
Rosemary Williams
Rosemary Williams 18 days ago
ok but where was this filmed???
Alejandra
Alejandra 18 days ago
As an american, I can cofnfirm this video is the epitome of what Americans define as "british"! Amazingly done Dodes you're s starrrr
Anya Nassar
Anya Nassar 18 days ago
this is genuinely the most british video i've probably ever seen
Madison Kim
Madison Kim 18 days ago
I hate it when people go quiet I realize sometimes I just need to vibe by myself until the right person comes along so I don’t lose myself in the process. Have a lot of social anxiety so this absolutely makes sense. I try to knock some common sense into myself but it’s so hard to shut off no amount of Instagram positive bullshit quotes is gonna help at all
0bAyZ0 0sborn
0bAyZ0 0sborn 18 days ago
,🤔
0bAyZ0 0sborn
0bAyZ0 0sborn 18 days ago
That's what I say the little things are the big things💯
Jose Sediles
Jose Sediles 18 days ago
Adoro las canciones de dodie pero lo cierto es que veo sus videos para poder verla a ella.
Agata Szymonik
Agata Szymonik 19 days ago
she trained for delivering all these letters to Harry Potter in book 1
Lili Stargazer
Lili Stargazer 19 days ago
I honestly love this album so much. There are various ways to interpret this song, but for me, this song personally reminds me about the relationship I have with my mother. She's a really toxic and passive-aggressive person, and really outspoken as well. I'd be lying if I said I didn't hate her, because I do, but I still respect her as a person. She's just...difficult, perhaps. When I was a child (somewhere before the ages of 10-11), I admired her a lot. It was sort of as if she was this perfect being, the epitome of the person my family wanted me to be. So I tried to be like her. I tried doing things that would make her feel proud of me, but I always felt like I was doing something wrong. Whenever she was angry with me or unhappy about something I did, she'd shout at me in a fit of rage and act impulsively. She'd give me the cold shoulder for days, one time, even a week, until *I* apologised. And yes, I will admit that I had lots of faults back then, but there was no need to act all passive aggressive and release all these toxic behaviors on me. I will also admit that there are many times in which I have made the same mistake twice. For example, forgetting to submit an assignment. Yes, that was a pure mistake on my part, but she'd amplify the severity of the situation and make it seem like it was a way bigger deal than it should have been. Sometimes she acts like there's nothing wrong at all and she isn't angry, whilst she makes sarcastic remarks and her actions prove otherwise. "When you go quiet, I hate myself." There's a sort of passive-aggressive silence that I hate; if you're angry, why not tell me that you're angry? Or tell me why you're angry? Tell me so that I can improve. I'm just a kid, and I'm sorry if I make mistakes, but I don't even know what I'm doing half the time.
Meg Knox
Meg Knox 19 days ago
Ok does this remind anyone else of the movie Klaus?????
hanzi 28
hanzi 28 19 days ago
favourite song
Kent Parkhurst
Kent Parkhurst 20 days ago
that was cool
Penelope Pegg
Penelope Pegg 21 day ago
the first scene of this music video almost always makes me think of Doc Martin
Esther
Esther 21 day ago
Instantly thought of this when I got to the post office part of the pale city in little nightmares 2 - even found the hat!!
Alejandra Stamato
love this song and video
Abi Dodd
Abi Dodd 21 day ago
I’m in love with this song
arannaxkatana
arannaxkatana 21 day ago
Dodie this is amazing omg
Santi algo
Santi algo 21 day ago
Why is the video so damn charming??? aaaaaaahhhhh
Ana Clara Schuenck
UkuleleHoloholo
UkuleleHoloholo 21 day ago
wow... well done!
not.so.gloomy.sunday
As much as I miss Sammy's sketches, I can't express how happy I am that you are working together and creating something so beautiful!
Ado Nia
Ado Nia 22 days ago
As an autistic person, I relate to the lyrics so much. I find it almost impossible to read social cues. Unless people say what they're feeling or what I need to do for them,I have a very hard time. One of the things I hate the most is when people get upset or go silent over something I did without explaining why it hurt them. Because since I rarely know how others feel about things, I'm clueless about my supposed wrongdoings. In that little window of silence,I hate myself more than the usual amount.
Siim Kask
Siim Kask 22 days ago
Cool me too
Neil Wilson
Neil Wilson 22 days ago
I don't know why, but this is amazing
Artem Litvinov
Artem Litvinov 22 days ago
Today I’ve listened to this song 10 times. And I hope tomorrow will not be different in this way)) Btw I really like the “eyes closed....” moment. Sounds so musical
gowiththejo
gowiththejo 23 days ago
stunning
Ayaat s.
Ayaat s. 24 days ago
📍
peter wdowiak
peter wdowiak 24 days ago
to the director: 3:05 is this a nod to the movie RAD 1986? if not you should totally check it out!! to dodie: love your clever lyrics and vocal talents
ArtwithKrissy
ArtwithKrissy 24 days ago
OMG HOME
Renae Burke
Renae Burke 24 days ago
As someone who struggles with compulsively trying to meet the needs of my partners, this song hits. To me, the meaning is literal, and when people are quiet and I can't read their vibe, I blame myself for doing something wrong and hate myself - even when I didn't do anything wrong and everything's actually fine. Thanks dodie. I feel seen. I don't think I can help it, but I'm working on being kinder to myself.
Ky
Ky 24 days ago
god i love this
Amy Moe
Amy Moe 25 days ago
Omg just heard this song on the radio! Heard it on repeat since it released on here and now its even on the goddamn radio
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